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Fate

Plans today should be going play bball again bah
fuck the weather, fuck the haze
It makes mi pant.
Everybody please take care, pls drink more water :)
haha, my parents went genting, nw the hse under my control, i can do wht i want :)
Anyway i love school nw, every wed dont have to go sku!
Alright dont jealous k, haha.
I just cant wait to graduate, last sem !!!!

























11:11 i wished.

If I'm gone

I screwed everything up.
I feel like a failure.
I can't do anything right.
I can't even make u happy.
I'm sorry, I can't forget u.
Bt mayb u can...
Wht must i do to make u stay.






















I cant open it.
Its shut.
I lost the key.

If I had u

Advices:

Things happen for a reason, trust fate.
Life goes on.
Stay happy.
She care, she love u.
Stay alive for her.
True heart wins all.
Be patient, she needs time.
Give her space n time.
Be caring at all times.
Make her feel loved n concerned.


I can.
If u ever read, i just wan u to knw, i'm missing u this moment, this hour, this minute, this second.
If i had u...
The greatest joy in life nw = the quality time spend with u and the priceless smile wore on ur face.
I love u just the way u are beautiful.

i can only wait and hope u turn ur heart around

Sour

Everytime i c couples, my heart turns sour.
It feels up with envious, sourness, and heartaches.
Today mark the day where i change.

I changed.

Finally

17 Oct
Long awaited day.
Well i prepared well.
Hope u are well prepared.

p.s. Getting drunk doesnt even help now.

Secondhand Serenade - Something More

I always feel so.

Dear santa, i promise to be a gd boy, i will do more charity and be kind to everyone.
I just wan sth
pls dont rain on 17th Oct
nt for my sake
bt for her sake, its the lesat i could do to make up
I just wan to make it special for once in her life

damn sick

A new start

I feel happy.
Work was boring.
Unlucky is the word.
Pant torn, guitar string break.
Bt I'm still happy today.
Be satisfied with everything and u will achieve more happiness.


p.s. I donwana lose u, i cant make any further mistakes.

ECCO

Tml working new job, ECCO :D
Better pay, and i guess its a very 'eng' job.
I like 'eng' job, haha.






















I hate the day because I cant stop thinking abt u.
I hate the night because I still cant stop thinking abt u.
I miss u.

Its raining everywhere in my world, and i just feel cold

Very long since i had such a good rest.
How much i hate it to fall sick at this point of time.


Maybe i'm just trying too hard.
I should giv us more space and time.
There must be something more, something more which i knw i'm fighting for.

Perhaps

Mayb i'm forcing things out.
Mayb i'm selfish.
Mayb i'm just a coward.
Mayb i'm just not confident.

Yes, i should'nt be too demanding. Perhaps let nature takes its course.
I should clear my head, and life should go on.
Always rmbering how i advise people, saying tht hw they should overcome their problems.
How stupid it is to believe in fate and destiny.
I always believing in creating once fate or destiny as all is within ur control.
I realised it aint easy.
Life's short, learn to live with fullfillment.
I just have to stay happy and go strong, for everyone's sake, my sake, your sake.




















p.s. I just wan u to be happy. I didnt knew i'm suffocating u.

Secondhand Serenade - Like A Knife (Lyrics)

Like a knife, over and over again it stabs in and bleed out my love for u.

I never really express myself well.
I never do wana let ppl knw hw i feel, be it hw affected i m.
Bt nw i knw, i might never have the chance, its too late.

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you wanna hear
the sound of all the places we could go?
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know?
It's a cold, hard road when you wake up,
and I don't think that I have the strength
to let you go.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
and your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

There goes my ring,
it might as well have been shattered.
And I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered.
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long.
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
And your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.

And someday, I promise I'll be gone.
And someday might even sing this song, to you
I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you

And i was crying alone tonight
And i was wasting all my life just thinking of you
So just come back, we'll make it better
So just come back, I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me.
Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did
wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye,
And your calm, hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place.
Maybe it's just me

I look forward to that day.
Today was a tough day, bt i guessed i pulled through.
Smiling is so difficult now.

.

I guess my blog is sth which i can confide nw.
Life suck big time these days, im emo shitttt ttm.
Perhaps i just brought all this upon myself.
well if u're close, u knw wht i'm going through right now this moment.
I really appreciate encouragements and supports from friends who is tryin to help mi through this tough time.
well,tough time dont last, tough man does.

也许痛苦是现在唯一让我知道我还活在这世上的线索。
当一颗心到时间的尽头，连呼吸也会痛。
每个夜晚都好寂寞，每个角落都仿佛有你的影子。
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话？
昨天远了，明天还好长，回忆更是模糊但巨大。
这样的深夜眼泪要如何不留下。
每天过得好狼狈。
时时刻刻都感觉好无助。
还在等待，等待幸福，等待救援，等待着你的归来。
我知道我必须坚强，只有这样振作，才能拉近彼此的距离。
每天我都努力着微笑，不想表示出脆弱的一面
但是逼迫自己好痛苦。
常常会发呆，只希望不要那么想你。
想念的心装满的都是你。
对你的思念无法减少。
你是不是也在思念里挣扎？
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达。
我一直依赖，默默守候。
知不知道，
你的笑容能让我开心一整夜，
好像拥有你在我生边，能让黑暗世界变成青天。
不知如何让你忘记过去。
过去无法改变，只能把握未来。
希望时间能证明一切，也希望我能忍耐。
我想让你知道，我重来都没有后悔过，因为你是我这一生发生过得最美好，最真实的童话。

I hope can slp tonight

p.s. i dont wana give up even though every second is killing me.